The beginning of my Reality: Dreams

Holiday goodbyess :’(

Okay so i’m really tired and i wanna go to sleep but my mind doesn’t seem to mind because it’s overthinking about my studytrip the day after tomorrow .. woaaah it’s getting so close now!

So tomorrow i’ll have to get up early to get ready and pack all my things, traveling around 9 o’clock towards my studentcity, where I also gather some last stuff and then spend the rest of the day with my boyfriend, before i have to leave him behind for 2 whole weeks! :O Then going to a friend of mine so i can sleep over there and then SATURDAYMORNING we will go on the bus together with 20 other fellow students to Kroazia / Bosnia&Herzegovina WAAAAAAAAAA excited!

So my schedule’s pretty busy, not even started the trip and already nervous/stressed by it. But in a good kinda nerves way :)

Which brings me to the point i was going to make:  2 WEEKS LONG NO TUMBLR

Omg, how to survive? Seriously, tumblr is my everyday (make it 3times a day if not more) getaway/distraction/routine. Expecting some serious symptoms caused by a lack of tumbrl! And woaah, no way i’m able to catch up 2 weeks of posts! Dramaaaaa xO


I feel like I’m moving huge improvements in being satisfied with myself and letting things go. I really believe that things are going to get better and I feel so happy and love drunk for quite a while now.
But feeling alive again after such a long time isn’t really helping me finishing my school project :( Because of my mood I can’t find the concentration to work on it and realizing that it’s a group-project that has to be finished at Monday, is making me stressed out. And still I manage to find new ways to postpone my progress..

I feel like I’m moving huge improvements in being satisfied with myself and letting things go. I really believe that things are going to get better and I feel so happy and love drunk for quite a while now.

But feeling alive again after such a long time isn’t really helping me finishing my school project :( Because of my mood I can’t find the concentration to work on it and realizing that it’s a group-project that has to be finished at Monday, is making me stressed out. And still I manage to find new ways to postpone my progress..