The beginning of my Reality: Dreams
So all you fill the streets it’s appealing to see
You wont get out the county, ‘cos you’re bad and freeYou’ve got a new horizon, It’s ephemeral style.
A melancholy town where we never smile.
Feel Good Inc - The Gorillaz <3
Damn you, mirrors with ultra bright light which make me see all my pores and imperfections on my face. And damn the mirrors which actually make me look kinda good, only to find out later that they showed everything better than it looks in real life.
Too bad that the stress I’ve been feeling for the last 6 months has its obvious effect on my skin (and that’s it’s forming a chicken-and-egg situation). It has been worse.. but it also has been way better. About 2 years ago my skin was a lot worse because of picking and having all kind of little wounds. The scars from that period are completely vanished now. So why do I keep getting all this scarring now from really little spots and why won’t it fade away, even when I’m using special skin products? It’s summer and I want to be able to get ready with just a little layer of foundation on my skin and not having to worry about it all the time. Every time some parts of my face seem to get better, other areas are showing new problems.
Patience. Time is all it takes. And good care and NO picking. And sun! (although sunlight can also damage your skin, causing permanent scars by ‘burning’ spots into your skin..) Wish it didn’t make me so insecure.
Me, my father and brother gave my mother about 70 Elfquest albums for Mother’s Day. She has always been a big fan of the series, but we had never read the books in the right order. So now we can, and while my mother hasn’t had time to read even one of her Elfquest, I finished almost all of them last weekend!
Too addictive!
(Source: browsethestacks)
They just love getting naked haha!
(Source: highfivebrah, via the--voice-inside-my--head)
Ha, not always an option though. Feeling miserable again since yesterday and it’s really frustrating because I’ve got so much stuff do for college and all I want/can do right now is feeling restless and sleeping. And a close friend of mine is holding her birthday party saturday, which I was looking forward to earlier, but now I just don’t wanna think about all the old friends who will be there, asking me how I’m doing and me having to pull off all night that things couldn’t be better. DAMNIT!
In a few hours I have to go to work, for the very very last time! Thank God, can’t wait for it to be over, especially when I’m feeling like this. Maybe it’s a bit rude that I don’t even feel like working when it’s my last time. After that, catching the last train to my parents .. and letting the weekend begin.
(I just realized that today it’s the first day of June. Great, 6 months wasted on feeling like shit and it still isn’t over. This is going to be a very short 2012 for me, if you consider how few days I’ve really ‘lived’)
(Source: urwordsrknives)
Got a text just a few minutes ago. And now what do I do? Reply as if I’m not upset? Be all bitchy and don’t text back at all? (although I wonder if would notice my tactic as being mean on purpose). Or should I tell him now? It’s not like he is going to notice my hints.
SERIOUSLY? Why am I acting like we just met and we don’t know how we feel about each other? He is my fucking boyfriend for 3 months (in about 3 minutes actually).
So, taking action it is. After all, what could go wrong?
O God, EARGASM! Love this cover by Eddie wíth Tom Petty himself.
You would expect that, after keeping him “happy” 3 times a night, he would at least be able to text back within a day..
Think again! This is really making me feel insecure for no reason at all and that isn’t fair when just two days ago everything was so perfect. I know he is just being a guy instead of a jerk and that he’s not aware of it. But hey, guess what, maybe girls like knowing that you think of them? Just a small suggestion. Anyway, not sure if I should save these thoughts for the next time I see him or text him about how I feel (with the possibility of me waiting anxious for a[nother] reply and only getting it tomorrow, which will only make me regret my whiny move later this night because it still hasn’t gotten me anywhere). I want to clear this up right now, but that doesn’t seem to be very possible unless I call him. Which will make me look like a total control freak and not to forget incredible pathetic.
BLAH BLAH BLAH. Woaw, my psych told me I was full of judgements about myself and how things shouldbe. Reading back the post above, I think she’s right..
Although I find these characters a bit disgusting, I love the shoes!
(Source: yyyuck, via craftsanddiy)
